Indescribable.
This experience... more than I could have asked for.
God had definitely predistined me to be here.
I remember the day he told me when I was fifteen.
When I sit and realize I am actually sitting in AUSTRALIA
the place my God has put much desire on my heart for years...
it all overwhelms me.
It is truly surreal.
I have seen things in just a few days that people only WISH to see in their lifetime.
I have swam feet from wild dolphins..
a wallaby has touched me!
I scared the POOP out of a WOMBAT!
haha
and days ago I was unaware that wombats even existed.
I have hiked in mountains that I want to feeeel forever.
I have seeen views of the Australian ocean that have only seen by many in pictures.
I have made friendships that will be in my life forever.
Even better
I have made family.
I have stoppped taking pictures and keeeping track of everything I am doing.
Which often would stress me out but I have the overwhelming peace that I will be back :)
Tonight God was goood.
God is always good.
Tonight He very lovingly gave us a glimpse of his eternal perfection in a time of unplannned expressive worship :)
It was beautiful...
I realize I could talk to God for hours.
I did.
I long to stick with that and not go anywhere but deeeper in love with him and follow in the plan He already has.
I feeel direction :)
I cant wait.
I cant wait for tomorrow.
I cant wait to get home and share what God has done.
I cant wait to seee the plans he has for me and to not be afraid because He is holding my life and in him I can not fail.
He is strong.
In him I have strength and faith to do anything.
I wish to follow him.
I wish to be where he leads me.
I wish to listen to Him above everything.
I dont want to just live life according to how its supposed to be lived according to the world but according to God's purpose even if its not very.. normal :)
Proverbs 19:21
"For the plans of a man are many, but the purpose of the Lord prevails."
something like that.
Its from memory and its late.
Today I went to Hillsong church.
Kinda a big deal :)
and we got to see the Christmas Spectacular.
It was great.
But I missed New Vintage.
You know your at the right church when you are at the most famous christian church in the world and you miss your small movie theatre church at home.
I miss you.
I cant wait to spend time with you.
God has spoken into my life in mighty ways.
He is real.
He is Big.
He can do the impossible.
Dont believe in any less.
Know that there is more.
Always.
I asked God why it is always so much more fulfilling when I talk to him compared to when I am just living life...
sounds like a dumb question but I asked it anyhow.
He said because He is the only true answer that will fill that hole in my heart.
"Then why doesnt everyone come to you, God?"
"Because, Amber Marie Buchanan, No one has told them what I can really do. You havent told them what I can really do."
Everyone is searching for something...
always.
God is the final answer and he doesnt stop there he gives you INCREDIBLE purpose to live forward and with that you will never be dissatisfied with your life.
Peace. that is beyond understand.
peace.
to live in peace.
I realize its been awhile.
Peace feel good.
God is good.
Have a beautiful day :)
start you day of wonderful give the the creator of the world a chat about life!
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