Philippians 4:6-7
"Dont worry about anything; instead pray about everything, tell God what you need, and thank him for what he had done. Then you will experience God's peace which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live as Christ Jesus."

FACT: I worry a great deal
about life, the future, people and stuff i cant control.

Its currently tuesday morning and i have nothing to do all day until 4:30 when i work.Its unusual for me but feels nice :)

Summer has been fantastic. This past weekend was great the week before that was great but my monday isnt really worth mentioning except for the fact that it was my step fathers 50th birthday and i had a nice time enjoying it! Even if the waiter did drop a fork down my back.

Last week monday through friday i was at elementary camp being a CAMP COUNSELOR! It was insane fun and something that just comes natural. God totally planned for me to be there. I have never laughed so hard in my life. This one little girl named Gabriel like the angel who was 8 but the smallest kid at camp. Had a chicago accent and a lisp FUNNIEST thing of my life. I zipped her pants up for her one day cuz apparently she was not capable.

Also one night for the carnival i dressed up like spiderman (thanks to tyler Garland for letting me borrow the costume!) that night i ran around like crazy for a couple hours. I have always dreamed of being spiderman. Talk about a dream come true lol.

During camp on thursday my mom picked me up and drove me to spokane for my doctors appt. I have to get hip surgery on August 13 but the recovery time is only a month! so the plan is to bike with ralphy at the beginning of xc season then i should be able to run middle of SEPTEMBER yay! lol

Friday afternoon i arrived home from camp dead tired. Even after sleeping thru veggie tales on the bus i was beat.

But like in most situations i found sleeping unnecessary so i showered and Dani and Amy came over.
We then proceeded to get tacos. It was was a nice friday night joy :) and everytime i go to camp i come home craving tacos... its strange hahahah.

We didnt really have anything planned for the evening ahead but during our conversation at tbell it came up that none of us had seen eclipse even though we have all three read all the books lol.

So we went to the theatre at 730 and decided to go to the 730 showing!

Can i just say.... i now hate twilight. All those wasted hours reading it. and time watching the movies. i really just dont like twilight now. The movie made me depressed actually and it just sucked.

With 4 seconds left in the movie casey called me but i decided it would be rude to ruin the last few precious seconds of that great movie for others. After a somewhat confusing conversation with casey about us being at a movie and where he was we decided to head over to dustins.

PROBLEM. walk outside of theatre and my car is like no where to be found. i was convinced someone stole it we ran around for like 8 minutes on a HONDA HUNT! then finally we saw it in the very back hahah i dunno how i couldnt remember where i parked. i am still convinced someone moved it hahah! Once we were inside the car i couldnt get the key to go into the ignition it was strange. I blame twilight for the weirdness i was feeling after i left hahah. Amy started my car and we finally left.

At dustins we just chilled talked about a million crazy fun things we could do then didnt do any of them and then all departed. It was nice :) It was there i learned that Natalie somehow got her license and i then became afraid. jk Nat.hah.

ICE CREAM AT ALBYS then home to fall asleep on my sidewalk cuz i was home before curfew.

Saturday i slept in for what might have been the first time ever this summer lol. It was magical. i enjoyed sleeping. which is unlike me.

BABysitting was my next adventure. 4 elementary school girls and one baby boy :) They decided to put on makeup and have a dance party. I enjoyed it. I had several epiphanies about life while babysitting. But thats a whole nother story lol.

BONFIRE!!! :) at my home. Ehhh prolly like 20 something people. Not any epic stories just hanging out with friends. Liberty and richland there was seperation and i didnt like it. Josh and Gareth began dating hah. and NAT brought me a RAT. star tripping was fun i fell over a guitar case. It was very elegant.

At around midnight only about 5 people were left hah so some of us went over to Ians to SWIM! i took the the rat. i was gonna let it go swimming but i then realized even if it could swim i would prolly lose it due to the fact that ians pool is uhm not exactly clean!

Didnt stay long at ians went to albertsons where i seem to spend my life sitting in the parking lot. Which is ok when your with friends lol. I cleaned to rat cage in the bathroom there and mooched on gareths brownie cookies and arizona tea! Watched ralphy buy chapstick for prolly the fiftieth time in my life lol.

Then Dani spent the night and i believe we had a grand total of 4 hours of sleep MAYBE.

WE got up at 7 picked up gareth went to ians woke up ian and josh then headed to pasco flea market!!! i was very surpised josh sheldon came lol he isnt exactly a morning person and a pessimist. :)

GOOD NEWS! i got a two dollar spiderman backpack!!! and a five dollar spiderman clock! and Ian got a SWEEET cookie monster shirt. Thats what i like to call a success.

Certain boys were getting cranky so we went to my house and i made everyone chocolate chips WAFFLES! then we tickled josh and he giggled alot. I atttempted to feed Nat the rat but ended up just pelting him in the head with an apple slice.

Then Church at bethel with gareth amy and beans in the balcony.

After church gareth and i debated lunch options for sometime and somehow ended up at albertsons searching for some kind of cheese called chavre or something french.

cheeseless but with a bag of 100 grands and some disgusting smoothie drink that looks like blended grass we left albertsons went to his house to grab meat and bread and went to my house and made food so i could clean!

INCEPTION IS THE BEST MOVIE I HAVE EVER SEEEN IN MY ENTIRE FREAKING LIFE hahah. loved it loved it loved it. i was dead tired and had to focus really hard but so worth it.. i was so into it i barely ate popcorn!

My fro yo then kadens to eat fruit and throw pinecones at people.

Then church leaders meeting. at PCs house. it was good i felt convicted about losing my hunger and God told me that i am gonna lose myself if i dont start trying to find him. My prayer is to fall in love with jesus even more. i neeed him.

i was supposed to go home and rest but upon arriving to my home my mother was a bit upset that we still had a rat. so i was directed to dispose of it as soon as possible. The conversation her and i had had earlier that day wasnt exactlythe best she didnt enjoy that i took in the rat so willingly. I tried to explain that it was currently an orphan and has been passed from nat to maggi to aaron to nat to me. but she didnt really care. So i called tyson.
He said he would take the rat and just not tell kadens mom hah and that they were at albertsons if i could bring it to him there.
so i did.
i got in my car and found a fantastically fun group of people just sitting in a circle in the parking lot.
i cleaned the rat cage in the albertsons bathroom for the second night in a row.
i got distracted and stayed at albertsons for 2 hours longer than planned.
all i can say is.
Footie pajamas, glowing bounce ball, lamp and laughter. :0

well that was my weeekend. hah this has been an incredibly long post i could write more but well i wont make you suffer. Go make brownies that more productive then reading about me and such. Writing a blog makes me feel selfish. hah i love you. :)

adios.