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"Love will never go out of style"

Ellen Degeneres

I wish I could write a blog everyday.

You know just write down your thoughts daily. That would be nice. Unfortunately, life is very crazy. I like life that way though. I dont think I could handle it if I had a boring life.

God plans adventure for my life and I smile. :)

I love that i dont know what tomorrow brings... or the next five minutes for that matter but when I am living in the presence of the Lord I will never be dissapointed.

This week has been more difficult than others...

Things dont always work out the way you want them tooo.

Im sorry if you have hung out with me and Ive been kind of a bum..

I decided to get over it.

I want to be happy.

God is faithful.

I am so glad.

I wonder sometimes how people live life and deal with death if they dont have God in their lives...

I couldnt.

It makes me understand why there is such a problem with teenage drinking and drugs now though.

If I didnt have a greater purpose, a stronger thing to hold on to it would be much easier to fall in to the pressure of doing something that feels good and is easy.

I wish there was some way to just let everyone know that they are worth more.

Alot of people dont believe that.

Do you know why?

Its because those of us who know we are worth more through God's purpose in our lives dont show others that they are worth more.

We are not loving people.

We are still gosssiping.

we are still focusing inward.

I find myself always talking about my problems and plans when supposedly statistics are that 90% of people you talk to are going through a hard time.

not that I believe all statistics are right.

I believe that could be somewhat accurate.

Everyone is living life.

Life is hard.

Thus meaning

Everyone is dealing with hard stuff in their life.

Yesterday my step mom's brother (Rick) died.

He had cancer.
If you pray.

Please pray for our family.

Especially Laura she lost her mom a little over a year ago and it's been hard.
I love her dearly and I want her to be overwhelmed with God's love.

I have begun filtering in goood.

hah.

Music is more impactful than we think.

Well it is for me anyway.

I can't just listen to love songs without thinking about relationships and being dissapointed that my life is not like that.

When I know God has a plan for me and my future...

Trusting God will last. Trusting love songs will make you end up feeling empty when humans fail.

Even when I dont want to I listen to worship music.

Sometimes I am not in the mood, to be honest.

But everytime I decide to turn that on instead of john mayer.

I am not dissapointed.

Its just like the action of turing it on is a spiritual battle or something.

I think there is something to be said about listenig to music by people who love Jesus.

There is plenty of good worship music that is enjoyable to listen to as a teenager.

Sometimes teenagers are like, "I dont want to listen to hymns; they are so boring"

Well listen to some hillsong UNITED or Generation Unleashed.

Actually I have been searching for some more good bands if you have any recommendations.

music influences life.

It influences how you feel.

choose to listen wisely.

Young life changed my thoughts last night.

I was sad when I went.

Then I became happy :)

I missed KAYLA MINER and CASEY and others I dont get to see much of during the week.

Polvi got me 2 turtle silly bands so that was happy.

And Maggi Jones' words built my spirit up so much. words can not describe.
I love her and the sunshine she adds to my life.

Micky D's was an enjoyable time tooo.

:)

Right now I am craving pretzel balls.

I dont know where to get them.

Once at a track meet. Sienna had them and I ate like 20 and got first in the 800 lol it was jv but I still think they work magic. and I am craving them real bad.

The kid I am currently sitting next to in my consumer ec class at school continuously makes me laugh.

yesterday he bought these crazy work boots offline.

then today he got really upset cuz he saw that a even better pair was on sale.

i could understand his frustration.

haha

Yes I am writing this in consumer ec but dont worry mom I finished all my homework for the whole day.

Well there is only three minutes left then its off to psychology with WESTERFIELD I LOVE HER :)

and to chat it up with zachary stott!!!!

hahah TUESDAY.

today is a good day :)

SHARE LOVE TODAY!

GOd is love.

LET OTHERS KNOW THEY MATTER!

joy.