IN...fluence.

"He is jealous for me,

Loves like a hurricane, I am a tree,

Bending beneath the weight of his wind and mercy.

When all of a sudden,

I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory,

And I realise just how beautiful You are,

And how great Your affections are for me."

-David Crowder

Verse 1 "How He Love Us"

 

Originally, I was not a huge fan of this song.

I have changed my mind :).

"Loves like a hurricane" hahah SO TRUE. His love overwhelmes. When I am in my lowest spot he surrounds me on all sides with grace and mercy and LOVE!

When he surrounds me like that my problems become so smalls so unimportant...

I realize that my focus is off and to simply look up to the mountains and know where my help comes from... the Lord the maker of heaven and earth.

He will make these trials and tribualtions not so giant.

They are miniscual compared to the world compared to what is important.

...

I feel like dancing through the halls...

its one of those days.

and I LIKE IT.

Praying for Joy... God answers with an overflow. hah. its crazy.

if I could sing I would belt out my favorite song right now.

Unfortunately I have little confidence in my singing voice and often choose to not sing. hah.

I love love love hearing my friends who have magnifiscient voices singing :)

when I am near the choir room going to drama and I hear all my favorite singers just singing their hearts out for fun. I smile.

I love passion.

I love when people are passionate about what they do.

I love to see dreams come true.

Kelsey harding... :) MODELING! I cried of joy for her when my mom told me she was doing highschool online moving to New York to model ...(and Now TOKYO???)

I was so happy because I know that is her dream.

her dream is beautiful.

Following your dreams is a beautful thing.

I think when  a person does what they were created they will have great influence in their world.

no doubt.

God would not give you a magnifiscient gift to waste.

He gives gifts to share and change the world.

Dustin Waite.

When I saw his rap posted on facebook I watched it and SMILED!

Passion being shown.

He is doing what he loves.

and He is goooood at it.

I am impressed and inspired to do what I love.

a thought.

Famous singers.... and actors.... and athletes... have great gifts..

they have great passion.

Very few use it to influence the world in a positive way.

What if we all were passionate used our gifts for the glory of God or if you dont believe in God

were a good person and influenced people to be good, genuine people.

I dont know if the world will ever have world peace.

and I often call myself a hippee

what with my satchel and all
dont know if I really am.
Dont most hippees do drugs?
I dont.
I could be a non drug doing hippie :)
I have been looking for a hippie bus if you are selling one please let me know!

but the thruth is
 I am passionate about people.

People knowing they matter.

People feeling loved.

Dont get me wrong.

I AM NOT PERFECT.

I am the common hypocrite.

I very often give into what I WANT TO DO.

and focus on myself.

hahahaha

all my blogs are about the same thing.

Its always what I am thinking about.

⁵Those who live according to the sinful nature have their minds set on what that nature desires; but those who live in accordance with the Spirit have their minds set on what the Spirit desires."

Romans 8:5
I pray daily to have my thoughts on what God desires. Its hard though to not think like most teenagers... I often fall right back into it.
I will not give up though.
Even when I continuously fail
God picks me back up smiling just as big as the first time.
Its normal... to be a teenager.
I want my thoughts to be pure and motivated for the glory of the Lord...
I wish to be more than common..

I need to work on humility....

I was just looking at how many people read my blog.

honestly I dont even know how many it is compared to what it could be or if its alot or not....

HONESTLY it should not matter.

haha.

gosh.  Its not about what people think of me amber marie buchanan. (not lyn) ha

its about the influence God could possibly have through the scriptures and words about Him.

I want my life to be more than just human likenesss. I want to be an influence for a greater purpose in this world.

Its not about me.

Its about you.

  I'd rather inspire with this blog than anything.
inspire you to want to know more about God.
OR that GOd would reinterate what ever he has been trying to get through to you about.
:)
*jump in thoughts*
Last night I went to a mormom dance. hahah
fact: I am not mormom.
I am guessing you could assume that throughh my posts or if you know me.
But I love mormoms! some of my best friends are mormon!
I very much enjoyed myself.
It was a halloween dance! and there was some of the most creative costumes ever.
My three favorite were Nate shoemaker was a locker!!! hahah and when you opened him there was picture of taylor swift on the inside :) classic
and David Fernandez was Clark Kent.
he ripped open his shirt for me to reveal that he was really superman.
hahah
my favorite was the kid who was PERRY THE PLAYTPUS!!!!
His mom made the comstume.
very genius idea.
Also creativity shout out to the kid who wrote book on his face....
he was facebook. hahah that was great.
:)
TONIGHT is OPENING night of the CURIOUS SAVAGE :)!
I feel strangely telling people to come watch a play I am in but if you do watch it I would be very excited!
Its at 7:30 at rhs auditorium. 8 dollars and 6 with asb!
its funny.
I am very myself in this play. NOT haha.
perhaps by you reading my blog you will now be influenced ;) to go see the play hah. jk
But seriously its great fun and we have worked hard. I CANT BELIVE ITS FINALLY HERE.
a quick story then I'll end this rambling.
Okay I generally dont share stories of guys creepily flirting with me but this one made me laugh. hahah!
Today when leaving school
IT was around 3 o clock. Most people were gone or getting into their cars.
As I was walking to my car in the gym parking lot where I park everyday
there was two guys who looked a bit older than highschool kinda creeping around.
they loooked on a mission though so I am sure they had some kind of purpose for being there or they didnt and their plan to act like they had a purpose was working nicely.
They were both walking right in front of me.
They looked back several times.
As they stopped. I walked past... minding my own business.
One of them went
"SPIDERMAN oh man he is the S***"(I dont cuss lol but he did)
I assumed he was refering to my spiderman  backpack that I found at goodwill for 3.50.
so I looked back and gave him a polite nod and smile but kept walking.
Then hahah he was like
"If I was him I would use my web to reel you back in closer"
I just gave an awkward laugh and walked faster.
hahahahahahah
AHHHH! creepy! dont worry i immediately walked to my car and left. but laughed cuz it was really funny.
anyway moral of the story is... beware of creepers who enjoy spiderman as much as 18 year old girls.
:) anyway.
Have a goood BLESSED DAY! if you need prayer hit me up! :)
oh wait coolest thing ever.
Today on my way to school I was praying in my car and I felt like GOd randomly was telling me that we should sponsor a child in youth on fire at school.
So I was planning to bring it up and when I get to youth on fire the first thing ashley says is
"I am passing out this flyer about compassion would you guys like to sponsor a child as youth on fire!!!" I was stoked!!!!!
exciting day.
still feels like morning with the gloom.
Sorry this was so long.
I love you.
Have a fantastic day.
peace!