no regrets.

stress.

words.

work.

lines.

running.

Time running out.

...

only months left.

so little time remains to live the life I still feel like I just started.

A year ago..

I would have never imagined.

A year ago.

My life was completely different.

Then I chose to change it all.

I dont regret.

I miss.

But I dont regret a single thing.

The people I have met the places I have gone.

All stream from a few simple decisions..

decisions that Ill spend the rest of my life being thankful I made.

collge.

Months away.

In a few short months

Ill be in a completely new place living a completely new life.

things will be different

feel different

the friendships I have spent this year making wont even be close to me anymore.

were they a waste?

never.

not a single person I met this year is a waste.

we meet people for a reason

everyone has an effect in our life

The people you meeet

effect who you are.

I would not change a thing about my life.

I am today  who I am

because of everything I have chosen and gone through...

days of adventures..

days of people in my life..

days of nothing..

it all served purpose.

It makes me realize that when I become upset that I missed out on something.. why? I obviously wasnt meant to be there.

Should I choose to the thing I will regret missing the most or the thing I KNOW I should choose.

I always struggle with that.

the before decision.

and if ill choose the right one.

I get nervous.

I always end up where I am supposed to. I cherish each memory.

Im not ready to graduate.

But I also cant wait.

Time is flying to fast.

Im not ready to deal with IT WILL BE OVER.

the last time for everything.

No regrets.

:)

I want to jump out of a plane.

I want to backpack through EUROPE.

Im impatient.

I want those things to happen right now.

I want to buy a hippie van.

I want to sleep in my hippie van on the beaches of california.

I want to truly understand and experience freedom.

I want to live IN PEACE.

peace.

I always crave peace.

I want to be satisfied with my life and know each moment was a beautiful one and that each word I spoke influenced and sunshined... a life :)

hah

sunshined its a verb.

I want to be best friends withe veryone haha

well that will never happen

but my mindset of that leaves me unsatisfied constantly haha

I sometimes wish i could pause time.

thats a huge lie.

I ALWAYS wish I could pause time.

IMAGINE

I would be so superior to the human race. If I could even only sleep when pausing time. I would always have energy.

hahah well. that and time travel.

fantasy that i always get stuck on haah.

Oh man.

In less than seven months..

CALIFORNIA.

I dunno if I have fully realized that is happening.

I have almost convinced myself that its not.

That the world will end before I get there or something

But at the same time I CANT WAIT.

Its a mixed emotion.

Haha.

oh Azusa

I think ill like it more than I think.

LIKE OKAY

a year from now..

ill be saying

prolly in this blog thing that I currently have because my lack of new techonologies is worse than you think and once i got something like this down im not so keen on changing it :)

i hope nothing more than facebook comes out.

Ill struggle

anyway

ill be saying

" A YEAR AGO I WOULD HAVE NEVER IMAGINED LIFE WOULD BE LIKE THIS..."

I can pretty much predict that to the exact words.

If I know myself well enough to know alot will happen and I cant wait.

I really enjoy change...

minus technological changes.

I would rather not have technology and be writing this on paper hah.

but well im not which could make me a hypocrite but ohhh welllll.

I have started to embrace change.

I have no worry for when things dont go how I planned them in my head.

I realize how RARELY things go the way I planned them in my head and when I decide not to worry it all goes better anyway..

surprises are the best :)))))

hahah welll my second rant for the night.

In themood.

DO WHAT YOU LOVE

LIVE :)